i know becase it's freezing outside and i currently have a headache. also am a bit queasy too, but hopefully it'll either pass or hold off until i get home...unfortunately there's a lot to do before then. x_x at least the sun's out?...tho it doesn't help the fact that the headache is concentrated at the front of my forehead and thus my eyes also hurt...T_T i also feel hot..but maybe its just warmer today...
asking teachers if i can have lunch with their class is still nerve-racking...why???
maybe it's becase i still have that ''god, everyone's listening to my conversation'' fear, even though they probably don't care, and I know that...but stil...for some reason i have that same feeling when bringing out my trash. still not sure what to do about the cans...gah. i don't like how they portray setting them out, especially after that notice...because it doesn't seem right. haaa...
i spent a good afternoon/evening shopping for warm clothes. and some food...i'm stil surprised i managed to bring all that home on my bike.
the gang might get together this weekend, tho with this headache i'm not really feeling in the mood...
always on edge like this when it comes to lesson planning ever since that friday. well it's not like they give me much opportunity to communicate or lay down exactly what they want. well time to wing it-and hope i can withstand whatever criticsm may come my way...
i did like that episode last night. it was sad, but i could totally relate. with love, does come sacrifice. but i also thought, ''as it should be.'' it made me waver about my decision. i really don't know what the right thing is to do. and..my ''love'' probably isn't the purest of the pure. maybe love Can't exist without hate. when you love, you risk being hated? maybe...maybe perhaps love and hate can create such confusion because of that. maybe it's all one really big mess after all. maybe...maybe that's something to hold on to to keep my resolution. to at the very least, find the answer.
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