this week..

yay! this week j-chan came to visit again. slept, and cleaned sunday then picked up j-chan, who somehow got my number wrong :P luckily my senses told me i should head out anyways and managed to get there right when he did. how lucky lol. we went to karaoke sunday, although it kinda turned out to be a dud, since he didn't know much songs, and being me, i was pretty stupidly impatient...oh well the udon was probably the best part lol, though i was disappointed by the icky pastas...heeeh...anyways, my room was full of stuffs, as it tends to when i have long-stay certain male friend visitors but oh well :P

school started back up, and i slipped out of clubs this week, although i did get chided for it..x_x also missed kyuudou practice last night...heeeh...oh well, if i gotta sin, might as well boldy, right? :P anyways moving on.

the week was pretty standard. school during the day, hang out with j-chan at night. cooked food, watched anime, twas fun. :) and kyuudou was okay, at least it was a bit more exciting wed night. fri night had a really damp atmosphere tho, as if everyone was kinda trying to avoid me...and no good-bye's or take cares either.. o_o'

moving on though, fri night, we had some fun, although apparently i've got some more work to do on u j-chan, XP sat night there was some depression floating around..and by god, it sucked trying to be strong for u XP i wonder if u realized it, and i do apologize for seeming to be insensitive. but i dont handle those situations well either. esp when every options seems wrong or enabling...stupid...for making me worry...i don't really want those kind of soft feelings...i Am sorry for having a weak, susceptible heart like that though. saying "i don't care" is one thing, but meaning it is another...heeh...-_-'

anyways, i did buy some food (tho i shouldn't have, kya..money) to keep me comfort lol. guess i'll just chill today, since i dont have anywhere i need ta go. will start up clubs again next week..maybe i'll do a one club per week type a thing...guess i'll ask the head english teacher.

oh ya, on a random note, i got caught in a snowball fight which nearly killed my bare hands with the cold, but it's fine, right? all to loosen up with the kids. :)

anyways, got an unexpected visit from the boss, ka...i always get tense when he comes to talk to me...haa...but apparently i'm wanted here for next year, although, tbh, i'm starting to want to go back now...my only issue is needing a job back in the states...otherwise staying would really be the best option after all...something to think about i guess. i don't really mind teaching, except for that one school which doesn't seem to like me either.

oh, also bought a few new clothes, two shirts and a skirt, haa...spent money on boring, ugly clothes. but i guess anything that's not a black, gray or white sweater, turtle-neck or blazer is considered sexy. stupid....-_-'

guess that's it. ive got a bit to clean up but i'll do that in time. got plenty of it today....