not much....

really there's not much to say.

i stayed at the kyuudou-sensei's place. it was a nice, cozy place, and rather western looking on the inside. the food was okay, and they were all very nice. :) her daughters were alot younger than i expected too, but friendly all the same. as Japanese goes, they of course asked me about English too lol. it was pretty okay lol. almost felt like a host family of sorts lol.

I also tried on the kimono and hakama, although when she had said kimono i was thinking full-blown. I guess it was still pretty okay though :) although i looked awful in the pictures..x_x...

Also, as cute as her cats were, i forgot i'm actually allergic to them..x_x it Was pretty cute that i was woken up by kuro though haha. funny they named the cats after the fantasy cat characters from an anime haha.

that's about it, was a bit disappointed we didn't go karaoke after all...and now i'm practically dying to, even if i'll look lame going alone...messaged some ppl, but who knows if they'll respond. my "friends" seem scarce these days, and i'm always afraid of looking desperate, needy, or just plain annoying...

started a fic...or at least simple character outlines and a basic plot....guess its fine to base it off my life with some tweaks here or there. decided to go with inuyasha though, rather than kenshin, since i know inuyasha better...we'll see if i actually get motivation to write it..x_x

also finished or caught up to all the anime i've wanted to watch...duno what to do now...stumbleupon was only so much fun...sadly...

been thinking about dancing...maybe. downloaded a couple songs from itunes for my ipod...

also gotta clean up my apt sometime, fix the dresses, and clean up my shelf...and probably wash my sheets before j-chan comes heh...

that's about it. another week of vacation. even if boring, it almost feels like i've almost forgotten at times what my job feels like lol. even if it's a bit empty or lonely, i'm not really rushed or have a lot of responsibilities...so i suppose i'm quite comfortable...

as for d-chan...i don't know anymore. no matter what i feel, i wish he hadn't emailed me...it makes it so much harder...but also no matter what i dont want it to be blamed on me for us drifting apart for good... :/ ha well...

on a slightly less emotional note, god i've spent so much money already..x_x kya....

ah recent dream last night. about being on a bus, meeting up with friends from the states, searching for money for a bus fare that was higher than usual and getting randomly asked out by the bus driver...who i do believe was american...weeird.

btw, happy new year, or あけましておめでとう。 i've seen ppl talk about new year's resolutions or wishes for the future. i don't really have any i guess...i've calmed down about going back home or staying, and really, i don't care what happens either anymore. it kind of amused me, similar to watching Harry Potter again, and seeing the mirror of erised or whatever it's called. i guess if i had to have a new year's resolution, i guess it was just be to try and stay relatively happy. my wish would be that if u want me, figure it out soon and say so. if not, to just leave me alone and stop making it worse. to just understand how i feel for once....:/ but that's delving too far into a non-japan topic once again...*sigh*

haaa...also i've been staying up way too late recently..tho it doesn't really matter and it Does save a little on my food consumption....tho i should go to bed earlier...

and i guess on that note, that's it. may my dreams be unventful or at least not depressing. and may i be less lazy the rest of the week..