well i'm feeling pretty crappy emotionally. also tired...
but just to keep up with checking in, here's a summary of random thoughts and the weekend events.
the meeting with the city volunteer group was ok. some cute guys at least, even if they were younger then me and i basically won't see them but maybe once or twice since i think they live pretty far away. not like they'd really have an interest anyways...so i guess that also throws my motivation for japanese classes out the window too.
last night was all right, seems the water helps, which i'll keep in mind...
9 hours of karaoke. i hate when ppl try to talk or communicate with others about me like i'm not there when i clearly am. and for an instance i wish i had been alone even if that isn't the point.
next week's schedule is weird. looks like a lot of sitting around and possibly random, boring events popping up...
trying not to spend too much... x_x
i'm not really getting any better at kyuudo. or japanese.
drinking party is next weekend. sunday i'd like to reserve just for me...and any other events that are being scheduled i just don't know....
i guess it's stupid of me to have high expectations or any at all of people. they have their lives, and my peace will come...whether that will fall under a warm or cold sunset, has yet to be determined.
i'm so frustrated...but there's really no excuse :/
cheers to last bit of rest before the start of the week.
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